Daddy Issues

I got ahold of the bio-Dad again. After 19 years, I felt like I might need to know who I am. I felt like I might need to really feel a part of someone else like only blood can make you feel. Well, you know what he said? "Jessica, this isn't going to work, it's just too late."

So, there you have it. One of the people who is supposed to be the most important in your life tells you that you don't mean enough to them. That you never did. Our history is a complicated one, off and on we've spoken and spent time together. More so when I was younger. But now, I thought we could both be adults and maybe, just maybe, I'd be able to really get to know my background. I got my hopes up. And they were crushed all over again. This is a rough week. JS.

FML.